Panic attack, the backing track
A background hum for cerebellum
Oh, what a blessing to meet someone like you
With eyes as dead as mine, it's fine
It's normal people things just to lie here in silence
Spending days in self-medicating
Lost too much weight
Unpleasant aftertaste
We think the same, play different games
Since I like to refuse, hope you blink before I do
Then pray and pray that you'll go and do it anyway
Hold your breath, I'll make it worth the wait
Hold your breath to your chest
And come back and see me, yeah
You rub the makeup off my neck
That I was using to hide the stubble rash
I gave myself while shaving
Yes, it's probably a razor thing but honestly, it's harmless
I refuse to let the sensitive skin win
Oh, what a blessing (blessing) to meet someone like you
With eyes as dead as mine, it's fine
It's normal people things just to lie here in silence
So, we lie here in silence
Just lie here in silence
Yes, it's normal people things
Just to lie here in silence
Hold your breath, I'll make it worth the wait
Hold your breath to your chest
And come back and see me, yeah
Hold your breath to your chest
And come back and see me

He told me that much and now he's dead
Told me to kill my indulgences
With a sharp blow to the temple
Pick up the phone call and do everything he says
I could take a plastic camera
We could make such a pretty picture
Oh, so happy, oh, oh, so happy
I'm pretty cool once you get to know me
I feel at some point I broke my mind
I'm always searching the silent type
How do you all make it look so easy?
You open your hearts up so quickly, it scares me
She's an artist, paints across my chest
Goes to parties, act like hotel guests
Wake up Monday, now it's over
Don't you know no one gets what they came here for?
I could paint her, wrapped around her
We could make such a pretty picture
Oh, so happy, oh, oh, so happy
I'm pretty cool once you get to know me
But I'm just the same
I've got a boring name
Across the world from what you want and what you came here for
So I'll wait here for you
Said, "Please, just let me stay"
Oh, just let me stay, oh
I guess you know now what to expect
He lives your own life in retrospect
You know it bores me? These insecurities
Breaks you down just to act as the architect
I could wait here, by the west pier
Watch the flotsam float, slowly disappear
Oh, so happy, oh, oh, so happy
If only you knew just how much better things could be
Another week of action
Another hypoglycemic reaction
But I'm just the same
I've got a boring name
Across the world from what you want and what you came here for
So I'll wait here for you
I said, "Please, just let me stay"
Oh, just let me stay
Oh, just let me
I'm sorry, it's all so predictable
I'm sorry, it's all so predictable, I know