Got a letter
An invitation
The date is here
And it's been ten years now
And it's time
For a reunion

Why would I spend more time
With people that I hate?
Couldn't wait to leave
Behind
Would we dance, make a toast
As you boast about the things
That you haven't done?
Oh joy, what thrills
What fun, fun

Down the hallways
I still remember
The things you said
And I hang my head low
And I try
Not to feel

So why would I spend more time
With people that I hate?
Couldn't wait to leave
Behind
Would we dance, make a toast
As you boast about the things
That you haven't done?
Oh joy, what thrills
What fun, fun

Beautiful you were
Popular in school
So cool, so cool
Beautiful you were
Popular in school
So cool, so cruel

Beautiful you were
Popular in school
So cool, so cool
Beautiful you were
Popular in school
So cool, so cool

Beautiful you were
Popular in school
So cool, so cruel

Honestly, I can't remember (teen dreams)
All my teenage feelings, and their meanings
They seem too see-through to be true
All the who's are there
But the why's (but the why's, the why's) are unclear (are unclear)
Picture this
A long-awaited sickening kiss
So, how does it feel (explain) to know (how)
You've rewritten history? (These things change)
Despite the complicated beginning to all of this
Honestly?

But did you know
I held my breath through every tunnel?
And wish I could get over this feeling of slipping under
I never get that far
Everything's so uncertain
Can't find the right direction
You look in the mirror and tell me you see clear
I see, I can see me, but I can't get past this feeling
I talk, but no one listens
Can't make my own decisions
Every night I lie asleep
And try to wake up from this dream
Numb, but I still feel it crawling under my skin
I threw it all away, but it still stays the same
Try and forget my name, but it's something I just can't change
I threw it all away, but it still stays the same
Every night I lie asleep
And try to wake up from this dream
But did you know
I held my breath through every tunnel?
And wish I could get over this feeling of slipping under
I never get that far

I never was able to say
Just how I was feeling
Can't let you see me in this state
Everything's packed, I'm leaving
Do you really wanna know?
Do you really?
I feel lost, I feel boring
I've been caught sleeping all morning
Pull down the shades
I'd rather stay inside all day
My own thoughts are in my way
I'd rather sleep than have to say
I feel lost, I feel boring
I've been caught sleeping all morning
I feel scared of knowing
I'm just a single leaf in the wind blowing
Do you really wanna know?
Do you really wanna know?
Do you really wanna know?
Do you really?

Head in the ceiling fan goes rolling
And missing like bullets slamming into deer skin
Glued my green eyes to your face, I'm blind
Follow footsteps a bleeding bloodline
Head in the ceiling fan goes rolling
And missing like bullets slamming into deer skin