[Verse 1]
My life is such a waste
Begging for something to work this time
But why can't I relate?
Feeling all I do is get what's mine

Holding onto faith
Never gave me nothing but despair
So why do I create
Just to be swallowed?

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't take (We have a start)
I can't take (We got a fantasy)
Come what may (We are the stars)
I can't wait (I'll take what's mine)

[Chorus]
Been hating all this time
Before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of
Everything that I could find

Been hating all this time
Too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of
Everything that I could find

[Verse 2]
I cannot take this place
Burning up inside this space of mine
So why can't I replace
Feelings I find hard to really find?

I try, but I can't taste
Memories, they always fuck with me
So why do I create?
Just to be swallowed

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't take (We have a start)
I can't take (We got a fantasy)
Come what may (We are the stars)
I can't wait (I'll take what's mine)

[Chorus]
Been hating all this time
Before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of
Everything that I could find

Been hating all this time
Too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of
Everything that I could find

[Refrain]
Find
Find
Find
Find
Find
Find
Find

[Bridge]
All my feelings have been eating all of me
Feeling tired
Is there something wrong with me?

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't take (We have a start)
I can't take (We got a fantasy)
Come what may (We are the stars)
I can't wait (I'll take what's mine)

[Chorus]
Been hating all this time
Before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of
Everything that I could find

Been hating all this time
Too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of
Everything that I could find

[Outro]
Find
Find
Find
Find
Find
Find
Find

[Verse 1: Jonathan Davis]
Living life, don't you cry
My life, pain is God
Many nights, painful thoughts occur
Yell at me again, I'm numb
In denial, I tried to be your friend
I tried to be a good boy
All I see, a hate deep inside
Startle me, someone save me
Now, these memories fill my heart
They bury me

[Chorus 1: Jonathan Davis]
All I wanna do
(You are not my real mother)
Is kill you (I'll beat and stab and fuck her)
All I wanna do
(You are not my real mother)
Is kill you (I'll beat and stab and fuck her)
All I wanna do
(You are not my real mother)
Is kill you (I'll beat and stab and fuck her)
All I wanna do
(You are not my real mother)
Is kill you! (I'll beat and stab and fuck her)

[Verse 2: Jonathan Davis & Head]
Looking back, I was never ever right
You were my step-mom
Who always wanted me out of your sight
I would come walking in, and I'd say hello
But you slap me
And you make some fucked up comment about my clothes
Then I tried to let it pass
But the visions in my head
Were with you
With a knife up your ass, laying dead
So I pop some more caps in your ass
Now your son is not so fun
Motherfucking bitch
Never try to play me
You made my life not so good

[Chorus 2: Jonathan Davis]
All I wanna do is kill you
All I wanna do is kill you
All I wanna do
(You are not my real mother)
Is kill you (I'll beat and stab and fuck her)
All I wanna do
(You are not my real mother)
Is kill you (I'll beat and stab and fuck her)

[Outro: Jonathan Davis]
Wish you were dead, ahaha, now
Now
I know
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
Never loved
Never loved