Honestly, I can't remember (teen dreams)
All my teenage feelings, and their meanings
They seem too see-through to be true
All the who's are there
But the why's (but the why's, the why's) are unclear (are unclear)
Picture this
A long-awaited sickening kiss
So, how does it feel (explain) to know (how)
You've rewritten history? (These things change)
Despite the complicated beginning to all of this
Honestly?

My father said, "Don't be so scared"
Driving home all alone
You're in a hospital bed
I close my eyes, ignore the sun
Try to wake up from a dream
It's not working this time
If I said your name twenty-seven times
Would that bring you back to life?
If I said your name twenty-seven times
Would that bring you back to life?
Do you remember your lucky number?
Your superstition has me buried six feet under
If I said your name twenty-seven times
Would that bring you back to life?
If I said your name twenty-seven times
Would that bring you back to life?
Do you remember your lucky number?
Do you remember your lucky number?
If I said your name twenty-seven times
Would that bring you back to life?
If I said your name twenty-seven times
Would that bring you back to life?

I think it's 'bout time
That I warned you I might cry in front of you
And I don't want you to feel
Like I'm afraid of the truth
I didn't want you to feel
Like it was all your fault
But that doesn't mean
That I wanted you to feel nothing at all

What do you want me to say
When I can't tell you the truth?
Please, tell me how the fuck
I'm supposed to deal with losing you

So what's the point of talking
If you're not changing your mind?
It just reminds me of the lying
And it's wasting my time
So was it worth it to me
To wait around and then see
If all my love was well spent
My night-time hikes and weekends
You are my best friend
And I don't want this to end

What do you want me to say
When I can't tell you the truth?
Please tell me how the fuck
I'm supposed to deal with losing you

What do you want me to say
When I can't tell you the truth?
Please tell me how the fuck
I'm supposed to deal with losing you

It wasn't worth it to me
To wait around and then see
All of my love go unspent
My night-time hikes and weekends
You were my best friend
I didn't want it to end