I'm getting so tired of the inside of my bedroom
Force myself to go outside and get some light
Wear a t-shirt that's not black
Get myself into the shower stay inside there for an hour
Barely get back home on time I'm just fine

I'm always double parked my car won't start you ripped my heart out
And it's hurting so bad
But that's alright I'll be fine if this bleeding won't subside
'Cause it keeps me warm

'Cause it's so hard
To change your clothes
Every morning

So lend me your ears I'll keep you safe
As long as you let me

'Cause I'm so sad
Whenever you're not here

'Cause I need you
More than you need me

Got a letter
An invitation
The date is here
And it's been ten years now
And it's time
For a reunion

Why would I spend more time
With people that I hate?
Couldn't wait to leave
Behind
Would we dance, make a toast
As you boast about the things
That you haven't done?
Oh joy, what thrills
What fun, fun

Down the hallways
I still remember
The things you said
And I hang my head low
And I try
Not to feel

So why would I spend more time
With people that I hate?
Couldn't wait to leave
Behind
Would we dance, make a toast
As you boast about the things
That you haven't done?
Oh joy, what thrills
What fun, fun

Beautiful you were
Popular in school
So cool, so cool
Beautiful you were
Popular in school
So cool, so cruel

Beautiful you were
Popular in school
So cool, so cool
Beautiful you were
Popular in school
So cool, so cool

Beautiful you were
Popular in school
So cool, so cruel

Head in the ceiling fan goes rolling
And missing like bullets slamming into deer skin
Glued my green eyes to your face, I'm blind
Follow footsteps a bleeding bloodline
Head in the ceiling fan goes rolling
And missing like bullets slamming into deer skin

I never was able to say
Just how I was feeling
Can't let you see me in this state
Everything's packed, I'm leaving
Do you really wanna know?
Do you really?
I feel lost, I feel boring
I've been caught sleeping all morning
Pull down the shades
I'd rather stay inside all day
My own thoughts are in my way
I'd rather sleep than have to say
I feel lost, I feel boring
I've been caught sleeping all morning
I feel scared of knowing
I'm just a single leaf in the wind blowing
Do you really wanna know?
Do you really wanna know?
Do you really wanna know?
Do you really?

But did you know
I held my breath through every tunnel?
And wish I could get over this feeling of slipping under
I never get that far
Everything's so uncertain
Can't find the right direction
You look in the mirror and tell me you see clear
I see, I can see me, but I can't get past this feeling
I talk, but no one listens
Can't make my own decisions
Every night I lie asleep
And try to wake up from this dream
Numb, but I still feel it crawling under my skin
I threw it all away, but it still stays the same
Try and forget my name, but it's something I just can't change
I threw it all away, but it still stays the same
Every night I lie asleep
And try to wake up from this dream
But did you know
I held my breath through every tunnel?
And wish I could get over this feeling of slipping under
I never get that far

Honestly, I can't remember (teen dreams)
All my teenage feelings, and their meanings
They seem too see-through to be true
All the who's are there
But the why's (but the why's, the why's) are unclear (are unclear)
Picture this
A long-awaited sickening kiss
So, how does it feel (explain) to know (how)
You've rewritten history? (These things change)
Despite the complicated beginning to all of this
Honestly?

I think it's 'bout time
That I warned you I might cry in front of you
And I don't want you to feel
Like I'm afraid of the truth
I didn't want you to feel
Like it was all your fault
But that doesn't mean
That I wanted you to feel nothing at all

What do you want me to say
When I can't tell you the truth?
Please, tell me how the fuck
I'm supposed to deal with losing you

So what's the point of talking
If you're not changing your mind?
It just reminds me of the lying
And it's wasting my time
So was it worth it to me
To wait around and then see
If all my love was well spent
My night-time hikes and weekends
You are my best friend
And I don't want this to end

What do you want me to say
When I can't tell you the truth?
Please tell me how the fuck
I'm supposed to deal with losing you

What do you want me to say
When I can't tell you the truth?
Please tell me how the fuck
I'm supposed to deal with losing you

It wasn't worth it to me
To wait around and then see
All of my love go unspent
My night-time hikes and weekends
You were my best friend
I didn't want it to end

Sorry, it's just, people are complaining (Too bad)
You know, they want to know if you guys can maybe try tuning up again? Or- (No!)
...play on beat and just do it right? (No!) All right
Let's stop foolin' around
And turn this band into a lean, mean
Mom Jeans revenge machine (Yeah!)
Mom Jeans!

What do you want me to say
It's never going away
'Cause I'm stuck on you
Like the smell of cigarettes on your flower dress

I want you under my fingernails
I want you in my sleep and in my dreams
I wake up spooning my pillow
Sweaty hands but please don't tell your friends

Now I'm addicted to cigarettes
At first I didn't let myself inhale
But smoke got through and so did you
And now every burn hole smells like home

And I know it's killing me
But that still won't stop me
'Cause now we smell the same
But you still kill me faster

I don't mind that you lie sometimes
Because I lie too guess I'm just like you
I don't mind that you lie sometimes
Because I lie too guess I'm just like you

I don't mind that you lie sometimes
Because I lie too guess I'm just like you
I don't mind that you lie sometimes
Because I lie too guess I'm just like you

I don't mind
That you lie sometimes
Because Iie too
Guess i'm just like you