(Hornet Disaster)

Outside my window
By the bed
A streetlight‘s beaming
There’s no end
(Outside my window
By the bed
A streetlight‘s beaming
There’s no end)

(Disaster)

It’s hard to make out anything
With stars and sparkles orbiting
Far too long I’m made to wait
You have enough on your plate

Harder
I want it to go harder
I haven’t allowed myself enough
(So take the jacket off)
Meaner
I need it to be meaner
I haven’t allowed myself enough
(So take the jacket off)

Don’t come any closer
I’ve cut my nails
I’m sparkling water
Uneasy and frail
I’m sparkling water
Uneasy and frail

(Hej)
(Hej)

With a tremble in my hands
I have waited far too long
You, on you, on you, on you
You assure me that it’s soon
I keep waiting far too long
You, on you, on you, on you

My fingers are too cold to move
So I can’t text you anymore

Like an angel in the shape of an angel [x4]

You lie down in the snow
Complaining about your boring wardrobe
How you want to die sometimes
And then about a YouTube channel

It must have looked like we were playing
Making two snow angels [x4]

Jag har al**i* tagit hand om mig själv [x3]

Hide your stress it makes you a burden
Paper-like nests where no one can hurt them
When you say things like “What the hell”
What I hear is “Take care of yourself”
Through the walls you hear people talking
Paper-like nests comfortably tucked in
When you say things like “What the hell”
What I hear is “Take care of yourself”

I have always taken care of myself
(Så så, så så, så så, så så)
I have always taken care of myself
(Så så, så så, så så, så så)

Do you wanna come over
I have drinking water
I woke up at sunset
I slept through the weekend
Do you wanna come over

When you say things like “What the hell”
What I hear is “Take care of yourself”

I have always taken care of myself
(Så så, så så, så så, så så)
I have always taken care of myself
(Take care of yourself)
(Så så, så så, så så, så så)

Good job sweetheart, you’re great
If you die now, that’s okay
Your goals have all been met
It’s so cool you feel fulfilled

Ni ni ni ni
Good for me
I’m all covered up in band-aids
I glow like rain on asphalt
(Ni ni ni ni, good for me)

Good job sweetheart, you’re great
If you die now, that’s okay
You’re right where you should be
Do you really feel fulfilled

Ni ni ni ni
Good for me
Selfie with my golden trophy
I glow like a gem at a party
(Ni ni ni ni, good for me)

At home you’re on your own
The feeling should be here by now
You’re sure enough
We trust you
But do you
You lie down on the floor
Surrounded by your boring wardrobe
We know you
But do you

You thought that you’d feel something by now
(But you don’t)
You thought that you’d feel something by now
(But you don’t)

Ni ni ni ni
Good for me
I’m all covered up in band-aids

You thought that you’d feel something by now
You thought that you’d feel something by now

I know decisions must be made
I know I’m fine with either way

There must be some mistake here
Cause I can’t bring myself to care
You are not a part of me
In any of the ways I wanted you to be

I know decisions must be made
I know I’m fine with either way

Whatever happens, I’ll be fine
Nothing matters, I’ll be fine
You are not a part of me
In any of the ways I wanted you to be

Don’t wanna be okay either way [x4]
It’s either sad or just naïvité
It doesn’t matter if you go away
I know
Don’t wanna be okay either way
Don’t wanna be okay either way

Say, do you also feel the same way
I don’t think so
Say, do you also think it’s okay
I will have to

Don’t wanna be okay either way
Don’t wanna be okay either way
It’s either sad or just naïvité
It doesn’t matter if you go away
I know
Don’t wanna be okay either way
Don’t wanna be okay either way

Wondered why you keep your arms out
When you know it brings you harm
Then you see each other breathing
There you are with open arms

Sometimes I cry
Peppermint and tar
Movies, where scenes
Have a lot of heart

You know blue light isn’t real life
But you take things way too far

Sometimes I cry
Peppermint and tar
Movies, where scenes
Have a lot of heart [x2]

Open arms
Oxygen
Seven stars out of ten
Green tea seaweed sea
Green tea seaweed sea
Open arms
Oxygen
Seven stars out of ten
Green tea seaweed sea
Green tea seaweed sea
Green tea seaweed sea

Your ceiling towers over me
And the velvet only covers bones of stone
But I love the way my voice reverberates
Here
Your ceiling towers over me
And the velvet only covers bones of stone
But I love the way my voice reverberates
Here

Right after leaving I pretend
That I was somewhere else right then
You might as well have been a clone

I go back
To the hours of mine
Heart attack
“Accept”, “Decline”
I go back
To the hours of mine
Heart attack
“Accept”, “Decline”

Green tea seaweed sea [x4]
This is a scene with a lot of heart [x4]
Green tea seaweed sea [x4]

Waking up, your head hurts
You haven’t felt this bad since yesterday
Something for your shoulders
To bring the tension down and wash the pain away

Putting on my jacket
I’m not going out but this is close enough
Double-check I locked the door
Guess I did but it’s wide open like before

Haven’t done that much today
But overall I wouldn’t say I even tried
So overall okay
I still have to send replies
When I do it’s slow goodbyes
I will do that after I bite fifteen holes in my hand
And sixteen more from underneath
I let the blood drip on the screen
I think it makes the words more sweet
And genuinely personal
My fingers cut across the screen
I can’t see half the words I write
Lost my band-aids, hip hooray
So blood online is here to stay
Type with blood to show I care
It doesn’t come across enough
My cracked screen drinks up every drop
I’m dizzy, cold and full of love
Type with blood to show I care
It doesn’t come across enough
Cut my lips across the screen
Does that make you proud of me

In a treetop, you sat with me
Come closer
With a whisper, soft as can be
“Disaster”

When you’re lying I can tell
Oh, your tell is beautiful
Cause you speak in cursive
And it cuts like knives
I don’t know what’s on your mind
Cause I’m not supposed to ask
When you get so quiet
I prefer the lies

Like a blanket taken from the attic
You are wonderfully cold
Like a blanket taken from the attic
I feel numb under your hold

Speak in cursive
Sharp knives
Cut lips
Speak in cursive
Sharp knives
Cut lips

In a treetop, you sat with me
No distance
By my classroom, our canopy
I missed this

When you’re lying I can tell
Oh, your tell is beautiful
Cause you speak in cursive
And it cuts like knives
I don’t know what’s on your mind
Cause I’m not supposed to ask
When you get so quiet
I prefer the lies

Like a blanket taken from the attic
You are wonderfully cold
Like a blanket taken from the attic
I feel numb under your hold

Speak in cursive
Sharp knives
Cut lips
Speak in cursive
Sharp knives
Cut lips

Hornet Disaster