You dig down underground now
Through the soil, through the cooling clay
As the din fades above you
You’re moving
You’re secret
You’re nowhere
It’s all good
And no lights lead you onwards
No signs point you on your way
Just earth in all directions
It’s endless
It’s mapless
No compass
No north star
You’re all gone ‘cause they can’t find you
You’re lost ‘cause they don’t know the way
They blame themselves they blame each other
They’re angry
They’re sorry
They’re worried
You don’t care
The shovels scrape somewhere up there
They just want to know if you’re OK
Morse code tapped with hammers
You hear it
You know it
You’re on your way
Oh, but at some point you’ve gotta come up for air
You wipe the rocks and mud and dirt out of your hair
You’re blind and queasy with a growing sense of despair
You don’t know anyone
You look around trying to find someone you know
You put your hand up in the air
Just kinda wave hello
But if they do care, oh, they’re not letting it show
This can’t be new to you
There’s a feeling coming back
Connected by a thread
Pulling at your hands like a spider web
Like a kite that isn’t there…
If it’s a life of possibilities
That pulls you away that claws and tears
And challenges you to stay, well, then
If it’s a life of possibilities
That you’ve gotta live then
Don’t be surprised when they don’t remember you
Or simply don’t want to, yea yea yea…

Red wire: right temple
Black wire: left temple
Red wire: right temple
Black wire: left temple
There are times I think eternal life ain’t such a bad gig
Smoke all you want and see the planets
If and only if they find a way to cure the longing
The distant panic
Someday, I’m telling you
They’ll make a memory machine
To wax our hearts to a blinding sheen
To wash away the grief
Someday, I’m telling you
They’ll make a memory machine
To wax our hearts to a blinding sheen
To wash away the grief
There are folks that say to have a soul you’ve got to suffer
Well lately I’ve had my RDA of that
And call it fascist but I know that someday happy
Will be all that matters
Someday, I’m telling you
They’ll make a memory machine
To wax our hearts to a blinding sheen
To wash away the grief
Someday, I’m telling you
They’ll make a memory machine
To wax our hearts to a blinding sheen
To wash away the grief
Poetry, Aldous Huxley—yeah, yeah, yeah, it’ll be a relief
If they can make machines to save us labor
Someday they’ll do our hearts the very same favor
The wails of ruined lives brought to a halt
By the serene hum of computers in air-conditioned vaults
Red wire: right temple
Black wire: left temple
Red wire: right temple
Black wire: left temple

I lost my membership card
To the human race
So don't forget the face
'Cause I know that I do belong here

Go down the checklist let's see
Feelings are good
Dishonesty is bad
And keeping it inside is worse still

You want a problem
Well, I guess we got one now
I really don't know how
There's injuns over every goddamn hill

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
To let you know that I do mean it

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
To let you know that I do mean it
What do you want me to say, yeah?

I see it coming from
A million miles away
What else can I say?
The only way you know that I love you

And there's no eye-to-eye
Just Moses on the mount
Or I'm in for the count
You need your man above or below you

I cannot cry at will but I do wish I could
'Cause it'd do you some good
When every joke
I make is treason

There was a time when
You could make me laugh at will
And you can do it still
But never is it for the right reasons, yeah

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
To let you know that I do mean it

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
To let you know that I do mean it

What do you want me to say?
What do you want to hear?
To let you know that I do mean it
What do you want me to say, yeah?

Check out, check out
Check out, check out
Check out, check out
Check out, check out

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
To let you know that I do mean it

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
To let you know that I do mean it

What do you want me to say?
What do you want to hear?
To let you know that I do mean it
What do you want me to say, yeah?

[Incomprehensible]

The only thing worse than bad memories
Is no memories at all
From the age of 20 to 22 I had five friends
None of whose names I can recall

And as I would walk down K Street
To some temping job
As winter froze the life out of fall
Yeah, I must've been having a ball, yeah

Different scene outside your window now
Same VCR, the same cats
Different people at the very same job
Similar alley, different rats

The trash goes out on a Tuesday now
You got to make a note about that
Yeah, this time you're where it's at

You can't say it
But I know that it's in there
You don't know it
But I know that you're scared
Obvious and lonely,
A spider in the snow

Now you find the very same pit
Still yawns
Deep down within the very same gut
The very same ghosts still seem
To haunt you down
Down those lines you always tried to cut

You thought you just might need a little change
And now you find you got nothing but
How can a body move the speed of light
And still find itself in such a rut?

You can't say it
But I know that it's in there
You don't know it
But I know that you're scared
Obvious and lonely
Afraid to not let go

You can't say it
But I know it's in there
You don't know it
But I know that you're scared
Obvious and lonely
A spider in the snow

No one means what they say
And you can tell as clear as deep-sea fish
All internal organs and glowing eyes
I've been good, I've been busy
I've realized my friend's true intentions
Cut all ties

I've been doing ten thousand pushups a day
Plastic cube filled with pus that sits atop my supervisor's desk
The feeling of ice on the inside of a wrist
Always tired, need a nap
I have to make myself brush my teeth
I've made a list of everything I've ever owned

When the days bring nothing new
And the sound of laughter makes you sick
And snide
You know you've got the jitters

Nothing's wrong, I'm just fine
I've realized I just don't like jokes
I'm thinking of moving I can't call anyone back
You can tell every time they lean away
When you just want to talk
You couldn't buy their interest now
Stolen cars in a heap
A naked body on the neighbor's yard

When they let you down on cue
When you give up way before you even try
You know you've got
You've got the jitters

They glow as they near
Then disappear
Like highway signs on a starless night
And it's so hard to tell who's being fled
And who's in flight

Oh here we go again!

I love a magician
She can cut me in half
She can find quarters behind my ear
And make me laugh
One two one two
Is this thing on? Let's assess
Oh yes, she's the best
There is no contest

But I must confess
That there are times like when
She floats me straight up in the air
Over thirty miles. I don't care
Well maybe a little it can really stop
You from doing something cause
You wonder if they'd really drop you

She simply wiggles her nose
And disappears all my clothes
Really makes me wonder now
Really makes me wonder, wonder

Now she vanished into thin air
And doesn't see why I care
Really makes me wonder
Really makes me wonder, wonder now

I love a magician
She does things
To keep me amused
Like when she sticks my hair
Straight up in the air
For the benefit of her stuck-up friends
Well, I think it's funny
But it's a touchy subject

She likes to set me a trap
And makes me come with a clap
Really makes me wonder
Really makes me wonder, wonder

She says she can't read my mind
I know she does all the time
Really makes me wonder
Really makes me wonder, wonder now

There are times I don't know you at all
There are times I don't know you at all
There are times I don't know you at all

I got it in the mail one morning
There was no return address
Just my name
In gold leaf on the front

There was no time or location
There was really no info at all
No date, no place
No time, no RSVP

But it said
You are invited
By anyone to do anything
You are invited for all time

I didn't think much about it
It seemed like a really dumb joke
But later that week
It was Friday once again

So I took it down to a disco
That wouldn't have me in am million years
I flashed it once and
I was inside with a drink

I really didn't stay too long there
'Cause no one was having much fun
I made my way to a party
All the way across town

It was thrown by the friend of an ex-thing
I wasn't sure if I should go
But when I got in the place
There were smiles all up and down

I grabbed my ex in the kitchen
I told her I was sorry I came
But she looked at me
With a glazed smile and said

You are invited
By anyone to do anything
You are invited for all time
You are so needed
By everyone to do everything
You are invited for all time

I headed home kinda early
The party wasn't all that great
I saw my neighbor out crying
On his front porch

I stopped to see what his deal was
I couldn't catch much through the sobs
Something about a party
And he didn't go

I thought about it for a second
The invite in my hand
I threw it down at his feet
And I said

You are invited
By anyone to do anything
You are invited for all time
You are so needed
If you really want to go
You are invited for all time

For all time

She's wearing too much lipstick tonight
A little black dress a little too tight
She tries to make small talk but it drips with spice
She knows that he's coming; it's really all right

Nobody here could know how she feels
Not getting drunk and she hates wearing heels
She tries to stand but the room seems to bend and reel
Her friends all keep asking why can't she just deal

If she spins fast enough than maybe
The broken pieces of her heart will stay together
But ain't no gyroscope can spin forever, yeah
If she spins fast enough than maybe
The broken pieces of her heart will stay together
But ain't no gyroscope can spin forever, yeah

He says it's over and it's such a relief
It's finally happened and he's making his peace
All the reminders don't bother him in the least
The Jekyll and Hyde shit will finally cease

His eyes on fire and his hands kind of shake
Like his voice is ready to break
You kind of wonder how long this boy's been awake
Or how much less sense one person can make

If he spins fast enough than maybe
The broken pieces of his heart will stay together
But ain't no gyroscope can spin forever, yeah
If he spins fast enough than maybe
The broken pieces of his heart will stay together
But ain't no gyroscope can spin forever, yeah

Happiness is such hard work
And it gets harder every day and it can kill you
But no one wants to be that tacky about it, yeah
If you spin fast enough than maybe
The broken pieces of your heart will stay together
But some things I've seen lately makes me doubt it

Now I notice the streetlamp's hum
The ghosts of graffiti they couldn't quite erase
The blank-faced stares on the subway
As the people go home
The parks lay empty like my unmade bed
The streets are silent like my lifeless telephone
And this is where I live, but
I've never felt less at home
So I'm not unsympathetic
I see why you left
There's no one to know
There's nothing to do
The city's been dead
Since you've been gone…

Sometimes I stand on my roof at night
And watch, as something seems to happen somewhere else
I feel like the breeze will pick me up and carry me away
Out and over this iridescent grid
Up and away from the bar fights and neon lights
Out and away from everything that makes me what I am
So I'm not unsympathetic
I see why you left
There's no one to know
There's nothing to do
The city's been dead
Since you've been gone…

Oh I never had just whatever it is you want, baby
And I really tried, I tried with all my might-it made me crazy
To try to figure out what it is I've done wrong every time
When everything I love, everything I hold dear
Heads out sometime
And all I ever say now is good-bye.

If I don't
Have s-s-s-s-s-s-sex
By the end of the week
I'm g-g-g-going to die

If I don't
Feel a p-p-p-p-pair
Of s-s-s-soft l-l-l-l-lips on my own
Oh, I'm going to hang my head and cry

If I don't feel a waaaarm
Breathe on the n-n-n-nape
Of my n-n-n-n-neck
Or feel a nice post-coital sigh

C'mon baby, now you can tell the cops why

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Woah no no Woah-ho no no
Oh oh oh oh oh
Woah no no Woah-ho no no

And ya don't
K-k-k-know th-th-th-the ice ice
C-c-c-c-c-old vice
That grips my head

And ya don't
K-k-k-know th-th-th-the burning
Th-the burning I feel
When I try to get out of bed

And ya don't
K-k-k-know how these urges
All these urges, all these urges
All these urges can be so very very misread

C'mon baby, was it something I said?

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Woah no no Woah-ho no no
Oh oh oh oh oh
Woah no no Woah-ho no no

When it's there, inside the day or night
You know it's girl o'clock
I don't know, but I've been told it's so
You know it's good as gold

You know it's tick tock ya don't stop

If I don't
Have a n-n-n-n-nervous b-b-b-breakdown
By the end of the week
I'm gonna be very, very surprised

Oh, launched all the world's nukes this morning
Hoping it would kick-start something
Some of them went off course and hit the moon instead
It was kinda pretty.
Hasn't been a whole lot of looting
On the other hand, oh, it's fucking freezing
Someone on TV said something about going underground
Guess we better start digging.
What were you doing for those eight and a half minutes?
Was it mean, was it petty, or did you realize you were sorry
And that you love them?
I saw an astronomer break down on CNN
He said, “I'm a scientist, not your fucking clergyman!
And no one's going nowhere cause the cars are all frozen
They give the power plants ten days
What were you doing for those eight and a half minutes?
Was it mean, was it petty, or did you realize you were sorry
And that you love them?
But the sky is like a dome of black metal flake
And stars bleed together in phosphorescent lakes
And a dead black disk slides silently overhead
It's fucking beautiful is what it is.
What were you doing for those eight and a half minutes?
Was it mean, was it petty, or did you realize you were sorry
And that you love them?
When I die I'm going to heaven
Leave it to the cockroaches and the 7-11s
But it'd be nice to think we could get it right down here just once

There’s a kind of music that reminds me of you
It’s all clear expensive drinks and shiny shirts
And the click of heels as they descend from the taxi
Like the first foot on the moon, oh, and it glows with ache
And if it hits me right it’s almost too much to take
And it’s got right angle laser razor thin lines
That curve and swerve like perfect sines
As we dress to the nines in an
Attempt to leave it all behind
In a search of the moment between the seconds where
Everything is just fine
That silver thread embedded deep within our spines
And I used to be kind of weird about this
A fear of dependence on a guilty gilt-edged
Hedged transcendence that makes us liars
And tense the fear of looking down and seeing
That nothing really suspends us
But it was never just another Saturday night
Not with you in attendance
So put your hands in the air
And wave them like you just don’t care
It’s on a whim; it’s on a dare
To shrug away what we can’t bear
And we’re going back and forth
And back and forth and back and forth and back
We’re going back and forth
And back and forth and back and forth and back
So it’s a deep blue see-through membrane that protects us
It connects us, a pulsing cellophane
Party-train skein that helps us and
Envelopes and keeps us locked inside
Forever and ever along for the ride
And we’re moving through a phosphorescent gel
A semi-solid self-lit ocean and it’s a funny notion, isn’t it?
Yeah, but I’m kinda digging it
And it’s rigged and isn’t nearly so big
And it speaks only of its own
Perpetual near miss
Like the uncertain memory
Of a stranger’s mistaken kiss
As faces slide by in glowing shadows
Like snowbound ghosts that go up and down
In epileptic shivers and negative radioactive slivers
In a landscape of endless dull glitter
And a taste in my mouth so sweet, yet so bitter
We exhaust ourselves trying to get there
Somebody scream—all right
We’ll try to fill the echoless night
So fasten up and hold tight
We can’t give up without a fight
And we’re going back and forth
And back and forth and back and forth and back
We’re going back and forth
And back and forth and back and forth and back
So in the end, whatever, we die, we dissolve
Equations unbalanced, riddles unsolved
And we were never connected or involved
Except for the intersections and crazy mathematics
With no time and no space and no schedule and no place
And they pass right through us without a trace
And sometimes that music drifts through my car
On a spring night when anything is possible
And I close my eyes and I not my head
And I wonder how you been and I count to a hundred and ten
Because you’ll always be my hero, even if I never see you again

(Hornet Disaster)

Outside my window
By the bed
A streetlight‘s beaming
There’s no end
(Outside my window
By the bed
A streetlight‘s beaming
There’s no end)

(Disaster)

It’s hard to make out anything
With stars and sparkles orbiting
Far too long I’m made to wait
You have enough on your plate

Harder
I want it to go harder
I haven’t allowed myself enough
(So take the jacket off)
Meaner
I need it to be meaner
I haven’t allowed myself enough
(So take the jacket off)

Don’t come any closer
I’ve cut my nails
I’m sparkling water
Uneasy and frail
I’m sparkling water
Uneasy and frail

(Hej)
(Hej)

With a tremble in my hands
I have waited far too long
You, on you, on you, on you
You assure me that it’s soon
I keep waiting far too long
You, on you, on you, on you

My fingers are too cold to move
So I can’t text you anymore

Like an angel in the shape of an angel [x4]

You lie down in the snow
Complaining about your boring wardrobe
How you want to die sometimes
And then about a YouTube channel

It must have looked like we were playing
Making two snow angels [x4]

Jag har al**i* tagit hand om mig själv [x3]

Hide your stress it makes you a burden
Paper-like nests where no one can hurt them
When you say things like “What the hell”
What I hear is “Take care of yourself”
Through the walls you hear people talking
Paper-like nests comfortably tucked in
When you say things like “What the hell”
What I hear is “Take care of yourself”

I have always taken care of myself
(Så så, så så, så så, så så)
I have always taken care of myself
(Så så, så så, så så, så så)

Do you wanna come over
I have drinking water
I woke up at sunset
I slept through the weekend
Do you wanna come over

When you say things like “What the hell”
What I hear is “Take care of yourself”

I have always taken care of myself
(Så så, så så, så så, så så)
I have always taken care of myself
(Take care of yourself)
(Så så, så så, så så, så så)

Good job sweetheart, you’re great
If you die now, that’s okay
Your goals have all been met
It’s so cool you feel fulfilled

Ni ni ni ni
Good for me
I’m all covered up in band-aids
I glow like rain on asphalt
(Ni ni ni ni, good for me)

Good job sweetheart, you’re great
If you die now, that’s okay
You’re right where you should be
Do you really feel fulfilled

Ni ni ni ni
Good for me
Selfie with my golden trophy
I glow like a gem at a party
(Ni ni ni ni, good for me)

At home you’re on your own
The feeling should be here by now
You’re sure enough
We trust you
But do you
You lie down on the floor
Surrounded by your boring wardrobe
We know you
But do you

You thought that you’d feel something by now
(But you don’t)
You thought that you’d feel something by now
(But you don’t)

Ni ni ni ni
Good for me
I’m all covered up in band-aids

You thought that you’d feel something by now
You thought that you’d feel something by now

I know decisions must be made
I know I’m fine with either way

There must be some mistake here
Cause I can’t bring myself to care
You are not a part of me
In any of the ways I wanted you to be

I know decisions must be made
I know I’m fine with either way

Whatever happens, I’ll be fine
Nothing matters, I’ll be fine
You are not a part of me
In any of the ways I wanted you to be

Don’t wanna be okay either way [x4]
It’s either sad or just naïvité
It doesn’t matter if you go away
I know
Don’t wanna be okay either way
Don’t wanna be okay either way

Say, do you also feel the same way
I don’t think so
Say, do you also think it’s okay
I will have to

Don’t wanna be okay either way
Don’t wanna be okay either way
It’s either sad or just naïvité
It doesn’t matter if you go away
I know
Don’t wanna be okay either way
Don’t wanna be okay either way

Wondered why you keep your arms out
When you know it brings you harm
Then you see each other breathing
There you are with open arms

Sometimes I cry
Peppermint and tar
Movies, where scenes
Have a lot of heart

You know blue light isn’t real life
But you take things way too far

Sometimes I cry
Peppermint and tar
Movies, where scenes
Have a lot of heart [x2]

Open arms
Oxygen
Seven stars out of ten
Green tea seaweed sea
Green tea seaweed sea
Open arms
Oxygen
Seven stars out of ten
Green tea seaweed sea
Green tea seaweed sea
Green tea seaweed sea

Your ceiling towers over me
And the velvet only covers bones of stone
But I love the way my voice reverberates
Here
Your ceiling towers over me
And the velvet only covers bones of stone
But I love the way my voice reverberates
Here

Right after leaving I pretend
That I was somewhere else right then
You might as well have been a clone

I go back
To the hours of mine
Heart attack
“Accept”, “Decline”
I go back
To the hours of mine
Heart attack
“Accept”, “Decline”

Green tea seaweed sea [x4]
This is a scene with a lot of heart [x4]
Green tea seaweed sea [x4]

Waking up, your head hurts
You haven’t felt this bad since yesterday
Something for your shoulders
To bring the tension down and wash the pain away

Putting on my jacket
I’m not going out but this is close enough
Double-check I locked the door
Guess I did but it’s wide open like before

Haven’t done that much today
But overall I wouldn’t say I even tried
So overall okay
I still have to send replies
When I do it’s slow goodbyes
I will do that after I bite fifteen holes in my hand
And sixteen more from underneath
I let the blood drip on the screen
I think it makes the words more sweet
And genuinely personal
My fingers cut across the screen
I can’t see half the words I write
Lost my band-aids, hip hooray
So blood online is here to stay
Type with blood to show I care
It doesn’t come across enough
My cracked screen drinks up every drop
I’m dizzy, cold and full of love
Type with blood to show I care
It doesn’t come across enough
Cut my lips across the screen
Does that make you proud of me

In a treetop, you sat with me
Come closer
With a whisper, soft as can be
“Disaster”

When you’re lying I can tell
Oh, your tell is beautiful
Cause you speak in cursive
And it cuts like knives
I don’t know what’s on your mind
Cause I’m not supposed to ask
When you get so quiet
I prefer the lies

Like a blanket taken from the attic
You are wonderfully cold
Like a blanket taken from the attic
I feel numb under your hold

Speak in cursive
Sharp knives
Cut lips
Speak in cursive
Sharp knives
Cut lips

In a treetop, you sat with me
No distance
By my classroom, our canopy
I missed this

When you’re lying I can tell
Oh, your tell is beautiful
Cause you speak in cursive
And it cuts like knives
I don’t know what’s on your mind
Cause I’m not supposed to ask
When you get so quiet
I prefer the lies

Like a blanket taken from the attic
You are wonderfully cold
Like a blanket taken from the attic
I feel numb under your hold

Speak in cursive
Sharp knives
Cut lips
Speak in cursive
Sharp knives
Cut lips

Hornet Disaster

SE:
Törs du åka riktigt snabbt
Känna blixten i din kropp
Nerförsbacken är som en vägg
Kanske jag har blivit tam
Aldrig åkt pulkan jag drar
Jag har tagit hand om mig själv

Jag vet att det kan gå snett men putta mig ändå
(Någonting jag aldring sade förut)
Om jag vänder mig, kommer jag se dig?
(Någontin jag aldrig sade för)

Se upp i backen annars får du tusen hål i nacken
(Jag är den som alltid blir kvar, åker pulka ensam idag)
Se upp i backen annars får du tusen hål i nacken
(Jag är den som alltid blir kvar, åker pulka ensam idag)

Sammanfattat i sex ord
Väldans liv, en svärm i mig
Tar du alls någonting på allvar
Allt ser lätt ut i din hand
Typ som rädsla och förnuft
Någonting som du alltid förgör

Jag vet att det kan gå snett men putta mig ändå
(Någonting jag aldring sade förut)
Om jag vänder mig, kommer jag se dig?
(Någontin jag aldrig sade förut)

Om du blöder i din sömn
Sätt på ett plåster om du kan
Sätt på ett plåster om du kan
Sätt på ett plåster om du kan
Sätt på ett plåster

Jag vet att det kan gå snett men putta mig ändå
(Någonting jag aldring sade förut)
Om jag vänder mig, kommer jag se dig?
(Någontin jag aldrig sade för)

Se upp i backen annars får du tusen hål i nacken
(Jag är den som alltid blir kvar, åker pulka ensam idag)
Se upp i backen annars får du tusen hål i nacken
(Jag är den som alltid blir kvar, åker pulka ensam idag)

EN:
Do you dare to go real fast
Feel the lightning in your core
Downhill, it is just like a wall
Maybe I have become tame
Never used the sled I pull
I have taken care of myself

I know it can go adrift
But push me anyway
(Something I never said before)
If I turn around
Will I see you there?
(Something I never said cause)

Watch out on the hill
Or you'll get one thousand holes in your neck
(I'm the one who's left in the end
Ride my sled by myself today)
Watch out on the hill
Or you'll get one thousand holes in your neck
(I'm the one who's left in the end
Ride my sled by myself today)

Summarizing in six words
Massive fuss, a swarm in me
Do you take anything seriously
Everything’s light in your hand
Things like fear and reasoning
Something you destroy every time

I know it can go adrift
But push me anyway
(Something I never said before)
If I turn around
Will I see you there?
(Something I never said before)

If you're bleeding in your sleep
Put on a band-aid if you can
Put on a band-aid if you can
Put on a band-aid if you can
Put on a band-aid

I know it can go adrift
But push me anyway
(Something I never said before)
If I turn around
Will I see you there?
(Something I never said cause)

Watch out on the hill
Or you'll get one thousand holes in your neck
(I'm the one who's left in the end
Ride my sled by myself today)
Watch out on the hill
Or you'll get one thousand holes in your neck
(I'm the one who's left in the end
Ride my sled by myself today)

I feel it in my hands
A steady pulse from my heartbeats
They tell me to go home
I worked so hard not to stay put
My ears are falling off
I can feel it, I can feel it
You say you won’t be long
Can you tell me, how long until long?

Our heartbeats in sync
Our only real link

Heartbeats in my hands
I feel heavy, sinking feeling
The room got wide for once
Though I barely see half of it
My head is leaning back
In the ceiling, we wrote our names
As still as I can be has me moving
Until I sleep

Our heartbeats in sync
Our only real link
Our heartbeats in sync
Our only real link

Sunrays broke your ceiling window
Somehow it didn’t wake you up
I rolled through blankets to the floor
And then I cartwheeled out the door
Pirouetting through the winter weather
It cut my lips up like a knife
Couldn’t pretend I didn’t notice how my
Blood tasted just like the last time
(Tasted, tasted)
Just like disaster
My blood tasted just like disaster
(Tasted, tasted)

Have you felt a little lost
Where you don’t know what to say
Where you’ve built up all this trust
Would you take it all away ?

I texted you and said, “I’m here”
You sent a voice message, “I’ll be right there”
Then you said something about
Chopland Sedans
As if your words ran through a
cursive text generator
I could feel the taste of blood
In my mouth yet again
Couldn’t pretend I didn’t notice how that

Voice sounded just like that last time
(Tasted, tasted)
Just like disaster
My blood tasted just like disaster
(Tasted, tasted)

Have you felt a little lost
Where you don’t know what to say
Where you’ve built up all this trust
Would you take it all away?

Got your texts, it’s all cursive
Like calligraphy, pandering to me
Half aware of what has happened
I left things behind, things I shouldn’t leave
Ball of yarn, I rolled away
Part of me missing, a part is still around
In the heat of the moment
Sharp knives cut me up, I forgot to bleed

At the store for some band-aids
(At the store)
Label with a font easier to read
It says it stretches and flexes as you move
(As you move)
No doubt in my mind, I am told the truth

This should be my dream scenario
Maybe I should adapt some more
I’m not ready to pinch my cheek
You may not try to pinch my cheek
(This should be my dream scenario
Maybe I should adapt some more
I’m not ready to pinch my cheek
Yume not try to pinch my cheek)

Wear me out like a jacket
Cooperative calligraphy
Me and you
Nothing’s like what it seems
I know you are suffering
I am too
I will do whatever you want
Whatever you want

You made it easy to miss you [x3]
You made it easy
(You made it easy)

Hornet Disaster

I hate you for standing next to me
I’m teething behind my eyes
There are days like this one
Where I haven’t seen my face

Can’t recognize myself
Not that I’ve tried to
Bleed through every favorite place
I guess I’d like to
Can’t recognize myself
Not that I’ve tried to
Bleed through every favorite place
I guess I’d like to

I hate understanding what you mean
I’m teething under my nails
There are days like this one
Where our differences show

Can’t recognize myself
Not that I’ve tried to
Bleed through every favorite place
I guess I’d like to
Can’t recognize myself
Not that I’ve tried to
Bleed through every favorite place
I guess I’d like to

I’m bursting, can’t recognize myself
I’m bleeding through every favorite place

Can’t recognize myself
Not that I’ve tried to
Bleed through every favorite place
I guess I’d like to [x2]

Think back every other day
Somehow everything has gone away
Could it be nostalgia or is something playing tricks on me

My past
So far away from me
My past
So far away from me

Think back every single day
Somehow everyone has gone away
Could it be nostalgia or am I fond of my memories

My past
So far away from me
My past
So far away from me

I keep reliving times like that
The one I used to be
Someone simple
Someone not like me
Keep reliving times like that
The one I used to be
Someone simple
Someone not like me

How are you doing
You need something to bring the
Tension in your shoulders down
I know you’ve had a hard day [x2]

Nostalgia drive avatar
That is me, that is me [x4]

You can try as hard possible
The memories will become
The lens that films my life
The lens that films my life
The lies that fill my life

How are you doing
You need something to bring the
Tension in your shoulders down
(I know you’ve had a hard day)

Nostalgia drive avatar
That is me, that is me [x4]

Think back every other day
Somehow everything has gone away
Could it be nostalgia or is something playing tricks on me
Think back every single day
Somehow everyone has gone away
Could it be nostalgia or am I fond of my memories

I don’t think I can understand you
But it’s alright
I know you make your own decisions
And mine
My topics don’t seem interesting
I can still try
I wish I had a jacket for this
Or a lie
I’ve been enjoying having fun
Jumping around
And doing those things you do
I don ‘t know
A last goodnight before the walk back
Looking alive
But I’m the center of the nighttime
No sunshine

I hold the plastic cup of soda
Just like a child
I’d love to do something tonight
I spend my days away
(I spend my days away)
I feel the worst form of embarrassed
Boiling inside
Primera Miracle Seed Essence
Adehydes

I know you
You never look back
Tiara
Voluntary heart attack
You know me
By the way I say “bye”
Tiara
And I think by my name

Are you thinking of me
I am thinking of you
Are you thinking of me
I am thinking of you

I know you
You hate to go out
Tiara
I am wearing all black

Insufferable at two am
Name more things you know me for
Or we could just go on back inside
A hornet’s life in just six words
Good and bad, but mostly bad
Ad online, for cheap tiaras based on your likes

(Du gav mig en tiara
Med en hand
Som jag tog emot
Med båda två)

Hornet Disaster

Are you thinking of me
I am thinking of you [x4]

I still hear you screaming, “Call me if you’re alone”
I’m not gonna do something about it, no
I subscribe to being numb
Under a blanket

Nothing you can say can change it
Nothing you can say can change it
Nothing you can say can change it
Nothing you can do

Underneath a blanket, can’t feel anything
Fusing to the fabric, it’s a second skin
(All that I’m saying
A game’s not worth playing
Over and over again)
Carpet made of clothes
Alu cans to block the sun
Walls are getting close
I’m no longer having fun

Sorry I don’t look like I’m having fun
Half of my joy has been used for the month
I’ll sit this out or I’ll die in the sun
Half of my health has been used for the month

I still hear you screaming, “Call me if you’re alone”
I’m not gonna do something about it, no
I subscribe to being numb
Under a blanket

Nothing you can say can change it
Nothing you can say can change it
Nothing you can say can change it
Nothing you can do

Leave me be, please, I am bitter
Leave me be, please, I am bitter

I don’t go out too much
You know me you know me [x4]

I still hear you screaming “Call me if you’re alone”
I’m not gonna do something about it no
I subscribe to being numb
Under a blanket

Nothing you can say can change it
Nothing you can say can change it
Nothing you can say can change it
Nothing you can do
(Sorry I don’t look like I’m having fun
Half of my joy has been used for the month)

I’m bursting, can’t recognize myself
I’m bleeding through every favorite place

I’m bursting, can’t recognize myself
I’m bleeding through every favorite place
Outside my window, by the bed
A streetlight’s beaming, there’s no end
(I’m bursting, can’t recognize myself
I’m bleeding through every favorite place)

I don’t feel alone
When I’m lying in your frame
In the snow I melt a bed
Stretch my arms and spread my legs
Static humming in my ears
I’ve exhausted all my fears
Hornet wings don’t work
I can barely feel my lips
Biting through my hand
Draw two circles on my cheeks
Cold and wet on my back
Small snowflakes are biting my cheeks
Like a hive of thousand stings
Like a hive of thousand stings
My most heavenly smile
Here’s my most heavenly smile

I’m bursting, can’t recognize myself
I’m bleeding through every favorite place

Please stop all of this
Strange fantasy
This is not who you are
Not who you want to be
Not who I want you to be
You were once so kind
Please remove these thoughts
Remove them from your mind
For they are a disgrace
To yourself and your family
If not, I'll have to make

So self-righteous
Do not lie
What a contradiction
An eye for an eye
But you are just too lazy
It is purely fantasy
And it takes so quick
Everyone joins in
And it is condemned
It is a sin, it is a sin

New city
Old buildings
Build this ground
On floodplain
Near needly water
And dogshit park
New city
Old buildings
Council going
Missing tonight
To live next to
Live next to the game
New flats
New ground

Honey, we won't build to this code
Honey, we won't build it
Honey, we won't build
Honey, we won't, we won't, we won't
Honey, we won't build to this code
Honey, we won't build it
Honey, we won't build
We won't, we won't, we won't

Stock car racing
Speedway
Old greyhounds
New old ground

This new city
This new town
This new sound
This new ground
And old gripes
Cup ties
Turnstiles
Don't sit right
Up here
Up here
Up here
Up here, up here, up here

It may be sweet
And it may be poor
And it may be back
And it may be forward
And it may be done
And it may be sick
And it may be sweet
And it may be

It may be new
And it may be cross
And it may be sweat
And it may be woe
And it may be hard
And it may be hard

And it may be dark
And it may be mould
And it may be back
And it may be old
And it may be done
And it may be sick
And it may be soon
And it may be tongue

But as long as I keep an hourglass, everything's in line
Maybe it's an hourglass, everything in line
But I wish I could be as elegant as Soo
The way he comes in through a room in a way I cannot do
He's got a coat of nine tails and fresh leather shoes
Straight from the cow, I tell you
Straight from the cow
But my shirt is so un-ironed it could be a mountain range
My shoes, the rotting flesh of a mange
My shirt is so un-ironed it could be a mountain range

And I have no name to the skin folds near who show no face
But all I can hear as they gawk and they gurn and they scream and they laugh
I must make a new plan if I hope to ever last

And it may be
It may be
And it may be
And it may be hard
And it may be hard
And it may be hard
And it may be hard
It may be hard
And it may be hard
It may be hard, it may be hard, it may be, may be, may be

As long as I keep
As long as I keep
As long as I keep

As long as I keep
As long as I keep
As long as I keep everything will fall into line

He sleeps alone
He drinks alone
Outside
His home

They're loving the water, they breathe in the water
They fight in the water, they fix the water
What's in the water? Here in the water
And I see you hide

I'm alive and I can see
The water is foul and it's hard to breathe
There's lead in the water, there's lead in the water
There's lead in the water and you think that I'm fine
I'm stained by the water and only the water
I'm drained by the water, are you losing your mind?
Dead in the water, dead in the water

We'd wake before daylight
Practice up until noon
He wanted perfection
Always the same tune

After all the shitty things you'd done for me
I left you in a ditch
You were the bank but I was the star on the silver screen
My cheeks made blind men see and they all rose for me
But after all the pretty things you'd done for me
I left you in a ditch

My voice grew hoarse reciting words that you know so well
Though no one heard, they would so soon
Once my sound was known to the finest tastes that set global tone
And I'll helm the seas of a burgeoning scene as the new-come queen
While you lick your wounds in a hole that's black perpetually

A pink caterpillar with six anorexic children let me stay
But I had to keep moving through anteater town
After anteater town after anteater town after anteater town after anteater town
I'd spent all your cash by the time I got to Schlagenheim
And your name was gouged, it was no use
To think that you could play
But despite all the stupid plans you set for me
You're still in that ditch

And I was led here after some talk of atmospheres
I skipped the line, made it known that I was one to see
The desk was pain, said I did not fit
No time for ploys and games, I made my way
Through flocks of imbeciles, I crawled through my entry point
But the curtain drew, I was too late
In a white suit stuffed with hay, you were on stage
You were on stage, you were on stage, you were on stage
You were on stage, you were on stage, you were on stage
You were on stage, you were on stage, you were on stage

Lights came dim and hands came one
Though not for me
He sat and began the sound
It sang the chords of my memory, implying that tune

She’s at the centre
She’s at the centre
He’s at the centre
She’s at the centre
He’s at the centre
He’s at the centre
He’s at the centre
At the centre
At the centre
She’s at the centre
He’s at the centre
He’s at the centre
He’s at the centre
He’s at the centre
He’s at the centre and now she's at a centre

Monday morning, commotion throughout
Reverberations of a bell's sound
A sweetheart calls and I venture forth
A voice so fair, I had no thought
And preaching on the pros of naval aviation
Ha na-na-na-na, na, na-na-na-na, na, heeee na
And I'm so enthralled by this grand affair
So I choose to be one with the scum of this earth

Nought is true
So unclean
And it swells so bad
Looked so grand

The thing left at one o'clock
But no, it is awful
And sweat is running down
No, it is awful

But I dream of a woman with the teeth of a raven
And the hands of a porcupine
Oh yes, a sweetheart with the teeth of a raven
And the hands of a shrimp and the legs of a

And the sweat is running down my face, I wish it could be cold
So I could get a bottle full of it and sell it to the old
Their leather cannot handle heat and cracks repulsively
I'd sell to soothe my eyesight, not because they have the need
And he said: Come here sweetheart, and give me a kiss
With the thoughts of a sister whom he so dearly missed
Now I understand the reason and feel to comply
And I said: Please, first you must understand the reason why
Is because that I dream of a woman with the teeth of a raven
And the hands of a porcupine
And she'd be so sweet, and she'd be so nice, and she'd be all of mine
Oh yes, a sweetheart with the teeth of a raven
And the hands of a porcupine
And she'd be so sweet, yes, she'd be so nice, she'd be all of mine

She moves with a purpose
And what a magnificent purpose
Moves with a purpose
Moves with a purpose
Oh, what a purpose
Oh, what a purpose
Oh, what a magnificent purpose

They find different ways to suck themselves off
She does not care at all
She moves with a purpose

She moves with a purpose
It is oh, such a purpose, it is such a purpose
It is so, what a magnificent purpose
Move with a purpose
Such a purpose
It is such a purpose
It is such a purpose
It is such a magnificent purpose
It is so magnificent
She moves with such a purpose
It is so magnificent
It is a magnificent purpose
It is so magnificent
Purpose
She moves with a purpose
She still moves with a purpose
Move with a purpose
It is so magnificent
It is so magnificent
It is so magnificent

And they find different ways to suck themselves off
She does not care at all
She moves with a purpose

She moves with a purpose
It is such a purpose
It is such a purpose
It is so magnificent
It is such a purpose
Move with a purpose
It is such a purpose
It is so magnificent
It is such a magnificent purpose
It is such a purpose
It is so
And she moves with a purpose
And she moves with a purpose
With a purpose, it is so magnificent
So magnificent
So so so so so so so so so so so magnificent
It is such a magnificent purpose
Pur-pur-pur-pur-pur-purpose

And they find different ways to suck themselves off
But she does not care at all
She moves with a purpose

She moves with a purpose
And what a magnificent purpose
And she moves with a purpose
And ah, so magnificent
Ah, so magnificent

Years ago they tried to put me in a
Years ago they tried to throw me in a payphone
All I made was a penny and a black eye, ba-ba-ba
A pen and a black swan came and took my

Years ago they tried to cut me with a chainsaw
All I had was pen and a crayon, ba-ba-ba-ba-ba
I drowned my own son in a cold river
Jammed my head in a generator, ba-ba-ba

Do do widzenia proszę
Dja dja dja dja dja Dziękuję
Do do do widzenia
Dja dja dja dja dja Dziękuję

From now on I will be like this all of the time
Though I have said that so many times

I was under his scrutiny, but oh, he failed to break me
He laid out his theories, every one that he got
He tried his best to stay strong, and resilient
He does not view things as they are
But he views them as they fit into his plan
He looks prophetic as he theorises my demise
But he is pathetic and he is nothing more

But he could not break me
He could never break me
He could not break me
He could never break me
He could not break me
He could never break me
He could not break me
He could never break me

He looks so distraught as all his efforts amount to nothing
I sit back and watch his 69 mind in full effect
Every quote just eats itself with a different perspective
He recycles points with a different tone of voice
From a lack of any reaction he begins to become complacent
I have the upper hand, now all I need to do is speak
I say: Diagnose if you wish
But, please, first take your hands off your dick
Diagnose if you wish
But, please, first take your hands off your dick

He could not
He would not
He would not
He could not

He could not
He would not
He could not
He would not

He could not break me
He could never break me
He could not break me
He could never break me
He could never
He could not