Lean into my side, never felt alive
Call the chance and sigh
We will wait for this, we will wait for this
Lean into my side, never felt alive
Call the chance and sigh
We will wait for this, we will wait for this
Lean into my side, never felt alive
Call the chance and sigh

We will wait for this
We will wait for this
We will wait for this
We will wait (Whoa)

Lean into my side, never felt alive
Call the chance and sigh
We will wait for this, we will wait for this
Lean into my side, never felt alive
Call the–

We will wait for this
We will wait for this
We will wait for this
We will wait for this

Lean into my side, never felt alive
Call the chance and sigh, lean into my side
Never felt alive, call the chance and sigh
You see right through me

It's anyone there?
Hi!
(Play!)

Who survived?
Somebody new?
Anyone else but you.
On a lonely night,
Was a burning light...
A Hundreds leaders would be borne of you..

Chorus:
And though I know, since you've awakened her again
She depends on you, she depends on you!
She'll go alone, and never speak of this again
We depend on you, we depend on you!
And though I know, since you've awakened her again
She depends on you, she depends on you!
She'll go alone, and never speak of this again
We depend on you, we depend on you!
I depend, on you.
Play!

I don't know much about your life beyond these long halls.The fleeting sense of love within these god forsaken halls
and I can hear it his voice and in every call..
This girl who slept for hundred years has something after all

Chorus: (x2)
And though I know, since you've awakened her again
She depends on you, she depends on you!
I'll go alone, and never speak of you again
We depend on you, we depend on you!
And though I know, since you've awakened her again
She depends on you, she depends on you!
She'll go alone, and never speak of this again
We depend on you, we depend on you!
(Second time) I depend on you!

Take one last look at what
You're leaving behind
Cause there's no coming back
Once we go
We are the children
Of an innocent crime
And its time to take down the throne

Although their heads may shake
We'll set the city ablaze
For their treachery
We'll spill their blood
And set our fathers free

Oohooh, two hundred years of war
Fight till we are no more
A curse on the streets
Of gold, oohooh
Just know
That mine is a hand to hold
Take back what the kingdom stole
A curse on the streets of gold

Oohooh, two hundred years of war
Fight till we are no more
A curse on the streets of gold
Oohooh, just know
That mine is a hand to hold
Take back what the kingdom stole
A curse on the streets of gold

Watashi wa choudo nani ga juuyou ka mitsukeyou toshite iru

("I'm just trying to find what is important.
It is a way to lose track of life of their own.")

You'd fit perfectly to me,
We'd end our loneliness,
Melt this curse away
Though I'll never know your name
I'll cry for you the same
[4x]

Melt this curse away
Cry for you the same

The frozen white noise static snowThat is your memory
Although I know we'll never meet
You're ever part of me

You'd fit perfectly to me,
We'd end our loneliness,
Melt this curse away
Though I'll never know your name
I've cried for you the same

Taking back wasted,
time that we've spent.
Walking round wastin',
tracing back the steps.
Oh I can taste it,
the secrets I've kept.
Walking round wasted,
and I'll take what I can get.

Taking back wasted,
time that we have spent walking round wastin',
tracing back the steps.
Oh I can taste it,
the secret I have kept.
Walking round wasted,

(It's how I feel)
To late to turn
(It's how I deal with you)
To late to turn
(It's how I feel)

Taking back wasted,
Oh I can taste it,
(It's how I feel)

Walking round wastin',
the secret I have kept.
Walking round wasted,
...take what I can get.

Dyin' in a cruel world
Drudging with my feat in the snow
On a day out
And it turned night now
Doctor, I've been walking on the side of the road for a long time
And I'm going all alone
It's so far from me now, but oh I can hear the sounds
It's so far from me now, but oh I can hear the sounds
It's so far from me now, but oh I can hear the sounds
It's so far from me now, but oh I can hear the sounds

Can't you hear the bells singing along?
You all hear it on the radio
Can't you see the hero coming home?
Can't you hear the bells...

...singing on the rooftops?
Crazy days are coming again
I've been runnin'
But I'll be hidden in the masquerade
So far from me now, but oh I can hear the sounds
It's so far from me now...(oh I can hear the sounds)

Can't you hear the bells singing along?
You all hear it on the radio
Can't you see the hero coming home?
Can't you hear the bells?
So far from me now, oh I can hear the sounds
So far from me now, oh I can hear the sounds
So far from me now, oh I can hear the sounds
So far from me now, oh I can hear the sounds
Can't you hear the bells singing along?
You all hear it on the radio
Can't you see the hero coming home?
You all hear it on the radio
Can't you hear the bells singing along?
You all hear it on the radio
Can't you see the hero coming home?
Can't you hear the bells singing along?

Flipping out the light trying to survive this endless fight
If we shoot them down, we can make it right, we'll make it right
And they light the sky as they multiply, they multiply
No matter what they try, they won't take away our will to fight
If we shoot them down, we can make it right, we'll make it right

They broke the walls we guarded
But we don't care about it
We'll finish what we started
So promise me that
We'll be the lionhearted
For we don't care about it
We'll finish what we started
So promise me that they'll fall

So promise me that

No matter what they try, they won't take away our will to fight
If we shoot them down, we can make it right, we'll make it right
And up against all odds, take a thousand lives, a thousand lives
So if you shoot them down, we can make it right, we'll make it right

They broke the walls we guarded
But we don't care about it
We'll finish what we started
So promise me that
We'll be the lionhearted
For we don't care about it
We'll finish what we started
So promise me that
They'll fall
So promise me that
They'll fall

We'll finish what we started
We'll be the lionhearted
They broke the walls we guarded
But we don't care about it
We'll finish what we started
We'll be the lionhearted
They broke the walls we guarded
So promise me that

They broke the walls we guarded
But we don't care about it
We'll finish what we started
So promise me they'll fall

We'll see creation
Come undone
We'll see creation
Come undone

These bones that bound us
Will be gone
We'll stir our spirits
'Till we're one

Then soft as shadows
We'll become

I cried, for I did not think it could be true
That you and I might have always known one another
And that we could not only evoke, but conjure a place of our own
That everywhere. That has ever existed
Was all in service of our dreamNow please, hear what I hear

Let me explain
This ugliness, this cruelty, this repulsiveness
It will all die out
And now, I cry for all that is beautiful

Let me explain

Thank you, I'll say goodbye soon
Though it's the end of the world, don't blame yourself, now
And if it's true, I will surround you, and give life to a world
That's our own

Thank you, I'll say goodbye now
Though it's the end of the world, don't blame yourself
And if it's true, I will surround you, and give life to a world
That's our own. Thank you, I'll say goodbye now
Though it's the end of the world, don't blame yourself
And if it's true, I will surround you and give life to a world
That's our own

[Distorted:]
Thank you, I'll say goodbye soon
Though it's the end of the world, don't blame yourself, now
And if it's true, I will surroun...

вот
теперь
я
понял
абсолютно всё

нет причины конкретной

сам себе ты

больше не спорю
дверь не открою
могилу рою
себе
сам

времени много
где предел?
ты растеряешь
а я успел
всё

спой мне
о себе
обо мне
ещё

детство

смотри
там
за грозой
за рассветом далеко
твой последний день
цветёт

жизнь

сформулируй
докажи
анализируй дважды

сомневайся
проверяй
это всё не важно

всё равно не важно

аргумент

ещё раз подумай
ещё

я видел многих
там
я видел очень многих
но всех забыл
да


ничего не помню
не запомина

ноотроп

ясно
стало ясно
всё стало ясно теперь
вот теперь заебись

а
вот
так
кстати
даже
лучше

спасибо

тонут
корабли
тонут

так старались
но никого не спасли

а ты равнодушен

антиэмпатия
я просто молча иду насквозь
просто молча смотрю сквозь вас

всё равно

безразлично

город
знает
грабит
варит
нас

положи меня здесь в коматоз

спешу
пекло
жить
легко

радоваться рано
напрасно ты
спрятал себя

город
снова
горит
давит
дарит
мне
всех
вас

навсегда
на примерно бесконечность

адаптивная прокрастинация
ничего не выбрал
ничего не купил

разруби
только аккуратно

потерпи
соберут обратно

всё в крови
неопрятно

будешь жить
мелочь, а приятно

больше не стареют

современная медицина
для тебя и для меня

начинайте
операцию

удаляйте
вообще всё нахуй

кости, память, надежды

зашивайте

мало смысла
много смысла
никакого смысла нет

всё исчезнет
ты исчезнешь
никакого смысла нет

просто шум
просто пыль
просто бесполезно
никакого смысла нет

всё забудут
ты забудешь
забывай скорей
никакого смысла нет

грандиозный успех
и вечная слава
и почёт
и что-то там ещё

что?

конечно же это культура

культура, быт
культура
снова быт

всё
сломался
забыт

вот
теперь
я
понял
абсолютно всё

You dig down underground now
Through the soil, through the cooling clay
As the din fades above you
You’re moving
You’re secret
You’re nowhere
It’s all good
And no lights lead you onwards
No signs point you on your way
Just earth in all directions
It’s endless
It’s mapless
No compass
No north star
You’re all gone ‘cause they can’t find you
You’re lost ‘cause they don’t know the way
They blame themselves they blame each other
They’re angry
They’re sorry
They’re worried
You don’t care
The shovels scrape somewhere up there
They just want to know if you’re OK
Morse code tapped with hammers
You hear it
You know it
You’re on your way
Oh, but at some point you’ve gotta come up for air
You wipe the rocks and mud and dirt out of your hair
You’re blind and queasy with a growing sense of despair
You don’t know anyone
You look around trying to find someone you know
You put your hand up in the air
Just kinda wave hello
But if they do care, oh, they’re not letting it show
This can’t be new to you
There’s a feeling coming back
Connected by a thread
Pulling at your hands like a spider web
Like a kite that isn’t there…
If it’s a life of possibilities
That pulls you away that claws and tears
And challenges you to stay, well, then
If it’s a life of possibilities
That you’ve gotta live then
Don’t be surprised when they don’t remember you
Or simply don’t want to, yea yea yea…

Red wire: right temple
Black wire: left temple
Red wire: right temple
Black wire: left temple
There are times I think eternal life ain’t such a bad gig
Smoke all you want and see the planets
If and only if they find a way to cure the longing
The distant panic
Someday, I’m telling you
They’ll make a memory machine
To wax our hearts to a blinding sheen
To wash away the grief
Someday, I’m telling you
They’ll make a memory machine
To wax our hearts to a blinding sheen
To wash away the grief
There are folks that say to have a soul you’ve got to suffer
Well lately I’ve had my RDA of that
And call it fascist but I know that someday happy
Will be all that matters
Someday, I’m telling you
They’ll make a memory machine
To wax our hearts to a blinding sheen
To wash away the grief
Someday, I’m telling you
They’ll make a memory machine
To wax our hearts to a blinding sheen
To wash away the grief
Poetry, Aldous Huxley—yeah, yeah, yeah, it’ll be a relief
If they can make machines to save us labor
Someday they’ll do our hearts the very same favor
The wails of ruined lives brought to a halt
By the serene hum of computers in air-conditioned vaults
Red wire: right temple
Black wire: left temple
Red wire: right temple
Black wire: left temple

I lost my membership card
To the human race
So don't forget the face
'Cause I know that I do belong here

Go down the checklist let's see
Feelings are good
Dishonesty is bad
And keeping it inside is worse still

You want a problem
Well, I guess we got one now
I really don't know how
There's injuns over every goddamn hill

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
To let you know that I do mean it

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
To let you know that I do mean it
What do you want me to say, yeah?

I see it coming from
A million miles away
What else can I say?
The only way you know that I love you

And there's no eye-to-eye
Just Moses on the mount
Or I'm in for the count
You need your man above or below you

I cannot cry at will but I do wish I could
'Cause it'd do you some good
When every joke
I make is treason

There was a time when
You could make me laugh at will
And you can do it still
But never is it for the right reasons, yeah

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
To let you know that I do mean it

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
To let you know that I do mean it

What do you want me to say?
What do you want to hear?
To let you know that I do mean it
What do you want me to say, yeah?

Check out, check out
Check out, check out
Check out, check out
Check out, check out

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
To let you know that I do mean it

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
To let you know that I do mean it

What do you want me to say?
What do you want to hear?
To let you know that I do mean it
What do you want me to say, yeah?

[Incomprehensible]

The only thing worse than bad memories
Is no memories at all
From the age of 20 to 22 I had five friends
None of whose names I can recall

And as I would walk down K Street
To some temping job
As winter froze the life out of fall
Yeah, I must've been having a ball, yeah

Different scene outside your window now
Same VCR, the same cats
Different people at the very same job
Similar alley, different rats

The trash goes out on a Tuesday now
You got to make a note about that
Yeah, this time you're where it's at

You can't say it
But I know that it's in there
You don't know it
But I know that you're scared
Obvious and lonely,
A spider in the snow

Now you find the very same pit
Still yawns
Deep down within the very same gut
The very same ghosts still seem
To haunt you down
Down those lines you always tried to cut

You thought you just might need a little change
And now you find you got nothing but
How can a body move the speed of light
And still find itself in such a rut?

You can't say it
But I know that it's in there
You don't know it
But I know that you're scared
Obvious and lonely
Afraid to not let go

You can't say it
But I know it's in there
You don't know it
But I know that you're scared
Obvious and lonely
A spider in the snow

No one means what they say
And you can tell as clear as deep-sea fish
All internal organs and glowing eyes
I've been good, I've been busy
I've realized my friend's true intentions
Cut all ties

I've been doing ten thousand pushups a day
Plastic cube filled with pus that sits atop my supervisor's desk
The feeling of ice on the inside of a wrist
Always tired, need a nap
I have to make myself brush my teeth
I've made a list of everything I've ever owned

When the days bring nothing new
And the sound of laughter makes you sick
And snide
You know you've got the jitters

Nothing's wrong, I'm just fine
I've realized I just don't like jokes
I'm thinking of moving I can't call anyone back
You can tell every time they lean away
When you just want to talk
You couldn't buy their interest now
Stolen cars in a heap
A naked body on the neighbor's yard

When they let you down on cue
When you give up way before you even try
You know you've got
You've got the jitters

They glow as they near
Then disappear
Like highway signs on a starless night
And it's so hard to tell who's being fled
And who's in flight

Oh here we go again!

I love a magician
She can cut me in half
She can find quarters behind my ear
And make me laugh
One two one two
Is this thing on? Let's assess
Oh yes, she's the best
There is no contest

But I must confess
That there are times like when
She floats me straight up in the air
Over thirty miles. I don't care
Well maybe a little it can really stop
You from doing something cause
You wonder if they'd really drop you

She simply wiggles her nose
And disappears all my clothes
Really makes me wonder now
Really makes me wonder, wonder

Now she vanished into thin air
And doesn't see why I care
Really makes me wonder
Really makes me wonder, wonder now

I love a magician
She does things
To keep me amused
Like when she sticks my hair
Straight up in the air
For the benefit of her stuck-up friends
Well, I think it's funny
But it's a touchy subject

She likes to set me a trap
And makes me come with a clap
Really makes me wonder
Really makes me wonder, wonder

She says she can't read my mind
I know she does all the time
Really makes me wonder
Really makes me wonder, wonder now

There are times I don't know you at all
There are times I don't know you at all
There are times I don't know you at all

I got it in the mail one morning
There was no return address
Just my name
In gold leaf on the front

There was no time or location
There was really no info at all
No date, no place
No time, no RSVP

But it said
You are invited
By anyone to do anything
You are invited for all time

I didn't think much about it
It seemed like a really dumb joke
But later that week
It was Friday once again

So I took it down to a disco
That wouldn't have me in am million years
I flashed it once and
I was inside with a drink

I really didn't stay too long there
'Cause no one was having much fun
I made my way to a party
All the way across town

It was thrown by the friend of an ex-thing
I wasn't sure if I should go
But when I got in the place
There were smiles all up and down

I grabbed my ex in the kitchen
I told her I was sorry I came
But she looked at me
With a glazed smile and said

You are invited
By anyone to do anything
You are invited for all time
You are so needed
By everyone to do everything
You are invited for all time

I headed home kinda early
The party wasn't all that great
I saw my neighbor out crying
On his front porch

I stopped to see what his deal was
I couldn't catch much through the sobs
Something about a party
And he didn't go

I thought about it for a second
The invite in my hand
I threw it down at his feet
And I said

You are invited
By anyone to do anything
You are invited for all time
You are so needed
If you really want to go
You are invited for all time

For all time

She's wearing too much lipstick tonight
A little black dress a little too tight
She tries to make small talk but it drips with spice
She knows that he's coming; it's really all right

Nobody here could know how she feels
Not getting drunk and she hates wearing heels
She tries to stand but the room seems to bend and reel
Her friends all keep asking why can't she just deal

If she spins fast enough than maybe
The broken pieces of her heart will stay together
But ain't no gyroscope can spin forever, yeah
If she spins fast enough than maybe
The broken pieces of her heart will stay together
But ain't no gyroscope can spin forever, yeah

He says it's over and it's such a relief
It's finally happened and he's making his peace
All the reminders don't bother him in the least
The Jekyll and Hyde shit will finally cease

His eyes on fire and his hands kind of shake
Like his voice is ready to break
You kind of wonder how long this boy's been awake
Or how much less sense one person can make

If he spins fast enough than maybe
The broken pieces of his heart will stay together
But ain't no gyroscope can spin forever, yeah
If he spins fast enough than maybe
The broken pieces of his heart will stay together
But ain't no gyroscope can spin forever, yeah

Happiness is such hard work
And it gets harder every day and it can kill you
But no one wants to be that tacky about it, yeah
If you spin fast enough than maybe
The broken pieces of your heart will stay together
But some things I've seen lately makes me doubt it

Now I notice the streetlamp's hum
The ghosts of graffiti they couldn't quite erase
The blank-faced stares on the subway
As the people go home
The parks lay empty like my unmade bed
The streets are silent like my lifeless telephone
And this is where I live, but
I've never felt less at home
So I'm not unsympathetic
I see why you left
There's no one to know
There's nothing to do
The city's been dead
Since you've been gone…

Sometimes I stand on my roof at night
And watch, as something seems to happen somewhere else
I feel like the breeze will pick me up and carry me away
Out and over this iridescent grid
Up and away from the bar fights and neon lights
Out and away from everything that makes me what I am
So I'm not unsympathetic
I see why you left
There's no one to know
There's nothing to do
The city's been dead
Since you've been gone…

Oh I never had just whatever it is you want, baby
And I really tried, I tried with all my might-it made me crazy
To try to figure out what it is I've done wrong every time
When everything I love, everything I hold dear
Heads out sometime
And all I ever say now is good-bye.

If I don't
Have s-s-s-s-s-s-sex
By the end of the week
I'm g-g-g-going to die

If I don't
Feel a p-p-p-p-pair
Of s-s-s-soft l-l-l-l-lips on my own
Oh, I'm going to hang my head and cry

If I don't feel a waaaarm
Breathe on the n-n-n-nape
Of my n-n-n-n-neck
Or feel a nice post-coital sigh

C'mon baby, now you can tell the cops why

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Woah no no Woah-ho no no
Oh oh oh oh oh
Woah no no Woah-ho no no

And ya don't
K-k-k-know th-th-th-the ice ice
C-c-c-c-c-old vice
That grips my head

And ya don't
K-k-k-know th-th-th-the burning
Th-the burning I feel
When I try to get out of bed

And ya don't
K-k-k-know how these urges
All these urges, all these urges
All these urges can be so very very misread

C'mon baby, was it something I said?

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Woah no no Woah-ho no no
Oh oh oh oh oh
Woah no no Woah-ho no no

When it's there, inside the day or night
You know it's girl o'clock
I don't know, but I've been told it's so
You know it's good as gold

You know it's tick tock ya don't stop

If I don't
Have a n-n-n-n-nervous b-b-b-breakdown
By the end of the week
I'm gonna be very, very surprised